Just Valentine

En algún momento la perfección debe de llegar...

Cheerleader

Ansiando 45kg.

“AyM” Mi secreto.

Just Valentine
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11515) This whole struggle is so absolutely futile and absurd. Bodies need food to stay alive. One might think that people who restrict want to die, hence they do everything in their power to deprive their body of the very thing it needs to keep going. Maybe it works like that in a deeper or wider level. But I think that’s not really it. It’s a denial of one’s own nature. Somehow we choose to believe that we don’t really need food to stay alive. We don’t like what we are and want to live and change it.
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11511) I’ve lost all of my friends because of my ED, and now I don’t even want to relate with anyone. I want to be alone where I’m free of all triggers. I’m in control of everything I eat and all my workouts this way, but I don’t have anyone to show my skinny body to.
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11505) Last night I had a bad dream that I weighed myself and I was so much heavier then I am. I woke up crying.
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11497) My best friend just found out about my ED a week ago, and now she’s competing with me to try and get skinnier than me.
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lachica-incomprendida:

yanocabesenmisonrisa:

tu-fiel-admirador:

perfecta-te-hizo-dios:

el mensaje que nunca me atreveré a enviarle :(

Por miedo a la respuesta u_u C<3

Por miedo a que me responda :c


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Porque no respondió y no responderá :(
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Quizás el no me merecía, pero aún así, yo lo quería…
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El creé que yo espero mucho de él, pero en realidad yo solo lo espero a él.
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